Stubborn memories

Your memories  makes me feel  your presence  so fresh like just we met,

I dont know why I always try to find you, always search you in every face I come across..

It feels like you are somewhere nearby .
I cant tell how did I feel when you were with me...
I lived my life in those days.
Now I dont want to be a reason of sorrow for you..
Because I am afraid of seeing your beautiful eyes crying…….

Your memories are so stubborn, they never leave me alone…

 they come and walk with me in your dream , even when I fall asleep ….

I am afraid to touch your  fair  scarf  that it may leave stained

I am afraid of holding  your angle’s hands ,that it may hurt

I am afraid of taking steps of life with you , I may not take care of you..

Forgive me, if I choose your memories as my life….

Because I am afraid of seeing your beautiful eyes crying…….

"I", "Love" and "You"

How to express love to someone ?

This question has boggling my mind since my heart was overflowing with emotions and I was trying my best to express my emotions( so called love) to my first crush ..:) and no doubt I failed (as I feel unsatisfied the way I chose). Is it all about saying I love you to person. Is it true that if I do not say then someone should not get my feelings.. .

Indian culture  have been supporting the theory that Love need not to be said.. its such a pious word that if you say it you disgrace it. Love must be expressed thru eyes, eyes are best communicator of emotions. There is no doubt that eyes are best communicator of emotions but what about actors who can disguise you. Perhaps the world has become so materialistic that we cannot trust any body. Love has been commercialized . If do not express your love by saying it, you do not love the person.. if you do not wish a person on New Year Eve then you do not love the person..I am just confused  that what magic these word actually have . Do our feelings have value  without saying it? Not billion years ago but just 2 decades ago our society was not as it is today. People could feel the love even with a glance and your emotions could be communicated but today what we say as technological advancement has just paralyzed our emotions . They have contained the  emotions  may not be directly but by creating an atmosphere of mistrust all around. Its not people fault who trust eyes no more but its the mistrust and feeling of being unsafe at every moment has demanded the verbal acceptance of fact that You Love him/her.

Just for instance you say someone- I love you ; and the person in response say- then what? Again you give some suitable answer and answer comes in form of question "then what?". Dont you make feel something that what did you utter were just 3 words "I", "Love" and "You" and nothing else.This is what I want to illustrate that people are demanding verbal acceptance of love as they donot trust any one but Love has lost its charm which could be expressed through eyes.

There have been so many suggestions regarding how to propose but the problem lies with unfeignedness of the love you express. It feels like mocking Love when you express you love by some act. 

So still I am wondering and I could not find answer. May be I am stupid I admit it but frankly I could not find it..